Beautiful Day

Memories of yesterday

2009-02-27T17:06:10Z

While dusting the room.

This lovely hand made box sitted on the shelf which glows at night, was once cherished but now forsaken. Layers of dust accumulated throught the years. Inside, a photo album. Movie tickets; photos; words that once believed. Recollecting. but perhaps was chose to forget. Denying that everything is still vivid in mind; once again, it hurts a little. Realised that it's not about replacing, it's memories that will be rememebered for life. The characters are long gone, no longer who they were. Letting go the image she potrays now, murmuring, "I miss bracey". Its memories she misses; irrevocable since he's dead.

Goodbye yesterday.

here she goes again

2008-06-25T17:40:16Z

If only I can multiply that two Wednesday.
I'll show you my drawings, maybe one day my painting.
I'll make sure you love my ever changing closet.
I'll walk as if I'm falling in my endless new sandals.
I'll let you steal my fishballs and not shed a tear.
I'll get 7 spoons when we buy a pint of hagan daz ice cream.
I'll cook you a bowl of spicy kimchi Udon.
I'll let you have half of my favourite Koka noodle.
I'll give you a teddy sprayed with my perfume.
I'll be more than willing to open a chokird shop together.
I'll be addicted to the new colours on your skin.
I'll constantly wear a smile; this is the easiest.
I'll get a pair of super soaker; and if we ever quarrel, I'll just make sure you be more drenched than me.

Tiny bit to make today a better day

2008-06-19T03:11:05Z

His dance; orgasm.
Hope it makes ur day too.

A crush on her

2008-06-01T15:00:53Z

KILL ME
STAB ME

heart sinker

2008-05-21T20:07:28Z

Optimism in a stream of light and I'm walking in a fairytale. The split of the grin, same day, same time, same bus stop - how sweeter can it be? Reveries that will never come to fruition.

Be a member of the Zoo

2008-05-20T15:25:00Z

I love your skin and your fur, and yours, yours too. Grin.. A trip to Zoo with 'Rosemary' in search for her biological parents. FAMILY...

Pancake

2008-05-12T18:10:55Z

Few weeks back at FHA. Not the chocolates, it's just me. Not only my cheeks are chubby, my face is humongous. For once, glad that I'm not petite. At least my head still balance well, pretty strong neck and spine.

happylips @ 2008-05-08T09:48:00

2008-05-08T16:48:53Z

Je penserai à vous quand j'entends cette chanson.

Bundles of laughs, smiling from ear to ear in your presence. You excites me more than a child sees ice cream. Got me craving for more yet leave me pondering over words said. All I had to do is to say the word but it was too little, too late.
When will I get to see your face again?

Drop me a vibe-alike

2008-05-07T15:27:10Z

You can replace my blanket.

Out to hunt

2008-05-06T15:32:06Z

I do not mind living in the mountainous regions, or lead a life as a wandering nomad. Though I might stink or fail at hunting; I will be contented singing and dancing during sunset while the hot males from the tribe play the music. Braiding hair will be my favourite past time and perhaps pluck a flower or two. It will be nice to have materials to paint too, I don't know how but it will be pretty awesome.

happylips @ 2008-05-04T02:23:00

2008-05-03T18:38:06Z

Old man love fair girls. Seeing fair girls in shorts is as if me seeing a juicy tender white steam chicken drumstick at the hainanese chicken rice store. Ohh.. Orgasm!!

Here today, gone tomorrow

2008-05-01T17:44:01Z

You're equivalent to a shooting star; just like a dream.

happylips @ 2008-04-28T01:27:00

2008-04-27T17:40:39Z

Just when it seems like it had evanesce away and i'm on my new high, i'm challenged to a greater height.
She appears funny and gorgeous, simply attractive and exotic and I feels like I'm on shaken ground.
Couldn't ignore her existence, neither take my eyes off her.
Nonsensical me with silly thoughts, yearning for more, very greedy indeed.
Denial of the urge and cravings, yes I'm tempted.

happylips @ 2008-04-18T03:23:00

2008-04-17T19:26:28Z

SHOT

Be still my heart.

why does it always rain on me

2008-04-06T08:45:08Z

Complacent in my own world; commitment is not a subject in my life
I like things this way, carefree and easy. Give my heart a break, I am happier this way.

happylips @ 2008-03-30T23:49:00

2008-03-30T16:09:18Z

My heart isn't that strong after all. I can't take such surprises, not two in a roll.
There are a few reasons why your heart stop beating for that moment, the air surrounding becomes stagnant, silence is all you hear even when there's a commotion going on. When you just met the man you been dreaming off day and night; hearing some really awful news; when you witness an accident; seeing things that you shouldn't be; knowing things that you don't desire. Two surprises this weekend, I dunno to classify them as positive or negative, probably each of both.

My new found passionate affection

2008-03-28T17:39:05Z

The legendary KOKA Instant Rice noodle, Tom Yam Flavour. Promise you a mouth-watering savoury experience.
Spread the love , spread the joy.
Your wholesome goodness, I dig.
To regard with the utmost esteem, I love you.

Boo!

2008-03-27T17:41:30Z

I have a box fill with blissfulness, the last least bit I received. Mixed feelings; remorse or agony.
However, some things are better left unsaid. Sometimes we hide our feelings in order not to hurt others.
Nevertheless when I contain my feelings, depression hits in. And when I pour my heart out, often left regrets.
I'm extremely straight forward and too damn honest for my own good i guess.
I seek to find out more but some things are better left unknown.
Ohh. I am out of words! hah! another moment of the one hour I bloody miss you and now I am not anymore.
Whatever, feelings are idiotic. I'm not strange. Yes I did talk on the phone with some strange friend till 7am; call chocolate pancake the happy chocolate waffle that promise you a tremendously happy day but seriously it did makes me happy, but I am perfectly normal.

Depressed, without dancing tonight

2008-03-26T17:03:06Z

Sun is deadly. Made worst when I am having sore throat. I am so depressed that I'm not out dancing instead. Overwhelmed by lethargicness, skipped bellydance class today.

MY heart sunk into the bottomless pit when I phoned lela back after 4 miss calls from her and she asked, " little girl.. finish class already? Let's go dancing, i'll be with my colleagues". ARGG! Whenever I receive a call after wednesday bellydance class, I will be jumping with joy; do my hair, put on some make up; wohoo! see you later!

BUT TODAY!!! I had to reply Im at HOME, I AM SICK!!! Very unwillinglingly. Now i regret insisting on consuming Chipster Hot & Spicy that was stolen from mum's room few nights back. The hot blazing sun on tuesday noon, fish and chips on tuesday night, chocolate waffle at 7pm, wednesday. Lethargic from the blazing hotness of the sun, forever recovering sore throat that never seems to recover due to my diet.

Tonight is depressing! I should be in bellydance class at 9pm, finish at 10.15pm, reach one of my favorite dance spots at 11pm, now at 00.58am, i should be indulging in the best exercise ever. Home isn't fun tonight.

Gone baby gone

2008-03-23T19:28:54Z

Seems like another rainy day,downhearted I felt.
Sunshine after rain,yes and I know it will be.
Bull-headed still, I am.
Gone my sunshine, but comes my rainbow.
Makes me happy.

Out her mind for an hour again

2008-03-11T18:16:40Z

I abhor reading, neither likes to write. Still favor my sentence incomplete, adore the letters that string up a word; short phrases; genuine; boundless; ardent. My feelings are random, my heart is haywire.

2 in the morning, strange thoughts up my mind, I wouldn't call them alien, I know they well.

It's bizare that it still beats. Billions second had past, million mins went by, but it just feel like yesterday. It was a feat of valour, but badly defeated I guess, a huge blow indeed, blemish at a corner of my mind.

Not ever says that he is all of what I can ask for. They were all not the one. I could have been more brave, not to succumb to loneliness, but I didn't. Just like everyone else I desire the spotlight and affection.

happylips @ 2008-03-09T02:55:00

2008-03-08T19:16:47Z

Dreamy, desirous
If you're not to long, I will wait for you.
Chance upon a special someone; peachy connection between two strangers.

Ananda Everingham is totally charming, HAWT! HAWT! HAWT! You have surmount Mohinder way above and beyond.

Refuse to wake up

2008-03-07T17:01:24Z

She said she's happy.

Unemployed Graduate

2008-03-04T17:05:32Z

Veets, do consider hiring me.

Wish she was more sensible

2008-02-28T19:24:54Z

Here she go again, doing the same old foolish thing. The reek of cigarettes, the taste of lychee martini still lingers in her mouth.
One moment she's happy, another moment she's not. She thought she's in control, but apparently she's not.
Somehow not every guy is like the foolish boy she met. He was naive, she was ignorant, but they were happy.
This silly boy was contented with everything this immature girl has to offer. He was love struck, she was blissful, sharing the same love for a song.
She threw a tantrum, but he didn't made a scene as he could take it no more. He left, she cried and she went on indulging in the senseless pleasure.
She has a concept that she's over the moon but it was the earthy pleasure she seeks.
Now she wakes up realizing none will be the foolish boy she met as she goes on doing the same old foolish things, singing the same old song.